hey hey hey!

hi breakfast cupcake
you probably think i forgot about you guys. i haven't. this is a recent picture of somebody i love very much, my 4 yr old son STEVE JR. he means the world to me. hope you guys enjoy.
keep in touch,
-ccl,
ASTRONOMER OF LOVE
P.S. SLJR 4 LIFE

hello again

hi guys
whoever is out there. or if PB see this, i have some major news to tell you, apparently the one in jail is out now. can u believe it? and he called me to let me know and he still loves me. sounds sappy but yeah i can't believe it myself. oh boy. well on the plus side the guy i was seeing he broke up with me yesterday. yeah too much drama i guess. whatever anyways miss ya guys. nice pics eric.
-ccl
aka astronomer of love
SLJR 4 LIFE

H.I.M. Frontman Arrested For Threatening To Kill Neighbor - Feb. 9, 2006

According to the Finnish tabloid newspaper Iltalehti, H.I.M. frontman Ville Valo was taken into custody by the Finnish police over the weekend for allegedly threatening to kill his neighbor and resisting arrest.

At approximately 2:30 a.m. on Monday (Feb. 6), Valo allegedly became belligerent and violent while spending time at his apartment building (photo), which is located in the Eira district of Helsinki. For reasons that are unclear, Ville is said to have thrown a flower pot at his neighbor's door, after which he was confronted by his neighbor and a brawl ensued. The police were called by the neighbor's wife and two officers came to the scene but were unable to calm Valo down, who reportedly had to be restrained with handcuffs.

Valo, 29, spent the night in police custody and reportedly admitted threatening the neighbor but failed to provide a clear motive for his actions.

No injuries were reported in the incident, although the neighbor's door did suffer some minor damage.

According to Iltalehti, Valo was involved in previous disturbances within the same housing organization.

Ville's neighbors refused to comment the incident, according to the report.









---Ep

greetings from eagle pass

hi pb and anybody else blogging, it's me aol. of course. if you guys get to see this, i really miss visiting you guys. i actually quit my job at the kandle kingdom. i couldn't stand it anymore. i was surprised at what i had done. so i'm here in eagle pass just looking for a job. i was with my son this weekend. we had a blast. i hope that you guys are doing alright. i'll write to ya soon.
thanks,
aol forever,
ccl
ps. sljr 4 life

hi peeps

hey guys it's aol blogging from far far away. i see it's eric's birthday. so happy birthday eric, it was also my older brother's birthday. weird isn't it? hope it was a kick-ass birthday. enjoyed it i bet. anyways guys see ya around sometime. can't wait for graduation. wish me luck. i'll take pictures.

-ccl
p.s. SLJR & EC 4 LIFE

Last Day

Hello Breakfast Cupcake
I'm feeling much better now, thank you for asking. I was on a healing journey and I have safely returned. Today is my last day of school. Man, 9 months flew by real quick. I hope my teachers don't forget about me lol. Even though I'll be coming to school once in a while going to the student financial services to get a better job. I hope I didn't lose the job I still have if not then I'm a goner. EC is still locked up. I have to write to him soon or else he'll think I don't want to write to him. I love him with all of my heart and soul. I am gonna get a better job and housing. Graduation is on April 8th for me. Can't believe it. I can't wait. I am so nervous I don't know what I'm gonna do that day. I already told my mom and all my friends are excited for me. I wonder what I'll get for my graduation gift. Hmm. maybe flowers? or balloons? I wish my son would be there but my ex idiot of a husband won't bring him. I was so mad but you know what, I will remind my son why he didn't want his father to bring him. Anyways so guys thanks for listening and commenting on my blogs. Wish me luck, I'll try to blog whenever I have a chance. Peace
-PPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTTTTYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Signing Off,
Astronomer of Love,
CCL
P.S.: SLJR & EC 4 LIFE

serious playground

(pb) Foolishly stayed up way too late last night (this morning). Checked out half a dozen videos this weekend, all due last night. Never got around to Pacino's Looking for Richard, though I wanted to. Movies due back last night, what the hey, let me at least watch 15/20 minutes of the flick. Almost immediately, I am hooked, all the way to 11 o' clock. Drive the videos back, quick HEB run, know full well I should hit the sack when I get home, but no, why not do those dishes staring me in the face. Usually a slacker in similar circumstances, but not this time...

I blame it on the movie. It was superb: Pacino was superb. The actress who plays the King's wife was superb. Ditto Clarence's murderers. Ditto Clarence himself (Alec Baldwin in another fine AB turn). The same for Frederick, Pacino's sidekick through the whole journey, frothing about this and that. Did I say Pacino was superb? Pacino was magnficent, glorying in the villainous role. Spacey was very smooth, clearly knew what was up with Buckingham, but somehow came off more cool than the cool his character deserved. Except for when he returns and is dismissed by Richard: that scene boils. A shame Kline was only interviewed: I would have loved to see him working it up, but as who? Perhaps that was the problem: too comedic for RIII.

Anyway, after the movie ended, I was lit up. Still am, though I am nursing along on my 4 hours of snooze time. Yes, it will catch me at some point, probably the bus ride, but not yet.

So, what was it about the film? They were having a ball. The acting, the musing, all very fine. But, it also delivered something to my writing, though I'm not sure just what. Something about the spirit of play, and joy, and utter seriousness, all at once. Something about legitimizing the act of creation. About questing. About staying true to your visions. I'm still grasping at straws, trying to pin this thing down. So, why pin? Don't. Stay lit, period.